…eve
…sometimes i want to collapse into the sin of touch-
a quick apology whispered into the air, to travel and find God beforehand-
my soul clings to the practiced art of celibacy, but my skin begs for the michelangelo of touch-
why is it so difficult to be captured by gentle and safe God fearing arms?
to be enough for the soul that embraces you?
to feel the breath of a man in the center of my back, as the moon and stars stalk the moment-
can i not have this father?
will its’ desperation cause me to settle?
i fear settling-
I don’t want to settle-
but I don’t want to feel lifeless either-
nor do I want to feel loveless-
forgive me-
oh where is my adam father-
oh where is my adam? 😞
kb