…eve

…sometimes i want to collapse into the sin of touch-

a quick apology whispered into the air, to travel and find God beforehand-

my soul clings to the practiced art of celibacy, but my skin begs for the michelangelo of touch-

why is it so difficult to be captured by gentle and safe God fearing arms?

to be enough for the soul that embraces you?

to feel the breath of a man in the center of my back, as the moon and stars stalk the moment-

can i not have this father?

will its’ desperation cause me to settle?

i fear settling-

I don’t want to settle-

but I don’t want to feel lifeless either-

nor do I want to feel loveless-

forgive me-

oh where is my adam father-

oh where is my adam? 😞

kb

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