…in between

…there’s just so many emotions flying around me that I almost can’t breathe-I need to fill my days; as right now they’re just decorated with the sounds of my beautiful screaming boy- i don’t know what to feel, or how to catch any of the flying thoughts to calm them- to somehow assure them we’ll survive this- i need something new- new trees, new roads, new buildings- im so in between here and gone- 😞

kb